That is true, you are never alone. If you ever want to talk to me you can okay? I really care about you and I am sorry you’ve had to go through/feel all of these things.
It sounds like you are both really good friends. You have to ultimately decide if you want to risk your friendship or not.
Is it worth losing him as a friend? What if things go wrong if you both started dating? What if they went right?
I know it is really hard but ultimately it is your decision and you have to weigh up all the pros and cons and live with it.
Good luck x
If you are planning on harming yourself, please talk to someone you trust. I know it must be really hard to right now, but there are people who care about you. You can always talk to me. Self harm is very addicting so please try and find an alternative way to release your pain- you can always look at my ‘Things to do instead of cutting’ page.
It is not okay what your ‘ex’ friends are doing, and it is not your fault. If it gets any worse, please tell someone you can trust.